Tuesday, April 13, 2021

#verselove - 13: Tossed

 For the month of April, I am participating in 30 days of #verselove poetry writing with Dr. Sarah J. Donovan's Ethical ELA

Today's poetry inspiration was by Andy Schoenborn, who invites us to reflect on this year of pandemic and write about 'what we take, what is taken'. 


Tossed

it begins with taken

years and years ago,
I went white water rafting with friends,
the Gauley River in West Virginia
we were total novices, up for the dare
young and fearless 

there was instantaneous
wild 
the raft whirling, twirling in the current, 
the tumult of rapid-fire waves,
cold water spray up in my face and hair
paddling as strong and quickly as I could
all of us working together, 
caught up in this thrilling unknown 
hard bumps, landings as the raft 
would rise up and slam down,
hearing a blur of loud commands,
must-dos from the guide, 

when
suddenly 
I was lifted 
up
out
into
water
rocks
cold
alone

taken

that’s how it felt to leave teaching
this year of pandemic
I had been planning to downshift
to part-time teaching

May 2020
I dared to take
one last peek at email 
at the end of yet another exhausting teaching day 
this new reality of distance learning
two months into this treacherous pandemic 
only to read:
Let’s congratulate Maureen on her retirement
Yes, I was tossed overboard

in the tumult of trying to respond
to this wild unknown of COVID
the budget for my new position was slashed

fear eliminates creative thinking

What does it take
to see
yourself
differently?

Simply this -
when what you had
is taken


2 comments:

  1. Oh, this is so evocative AND so true to life. Oh, these changes that come along unexpectedly and throw us off-balance. They make us strong and they help us grow, but they make our hearts leap into our throats. Beautifully written and so relatable. Thank you for sharing.

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    1. Thank you, Karen! Life is change, that is for sure.

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