Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts

Thursday, February 3, 2022

where is my heart


On the first Thursday of each month, I write as part of a community of writers exploring spirituality - and you are invited to read what everyone else is writing, too. (Thank you, Denise Krebs, for connecting me with this writing circle.) Linda Mitchell is our February host and she poses the thought-provoking question -

Where is your heart in your journey these days?  


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In her memoir Poet Warrior, Joy Harjo includes the poem "Silêncio Geuerreiro" by Márcia Wayna Kambeba, with these two (English translation) lines:

You must grow quiet
To hear with the heart


I read these two lines for the first time (and many times since, over and over) just this week, and I am struck by the synchronicity of reading/finding these precious words with the prompt by Linda today. They are worth repeating -


You must grow quiet
To hear with the heart


Aren't they beautiful, insightful, wise? 

I think - I hear - how important it is to be in community with others, to be quiet with myself, to listen deeply, to put my needs, my wants, myself aside, and listen, 

to hear with my heart.



Where is my heart in my journey these days? To think of my heart is to think of love in its many meanings and paths. The two are inseparable - heart and love. With this in mind, a poem came to heart:


two years now


two years now
and longer 

my heart
overflowing and full

my goodness, we talked for over an hour 
phone calls with family and friends afar love
trail-running nutritious-cooking healthier love
merry tumbling Skidamarink grandchildren love
rubbing-lotion-on-my-back tender marriage love
dig-in-dirt listen-to-bird smell-the-air mother nature love
pen paint poetry journal writing thought-making love

two years now
and longer 

my heart
overflowing and full

breaking aching sad
spiraling pandemic pain fear mistrust unrest death 
family neighbors city nation world
never-ending atrocities, numbingly nonexistent nadir
mourning grieving hoping praying

two years now
and longer 

my heart
overflowing and full

holding at once
blessed bounteous joy
abiding agonizing hurt
taking care
seeking light

two years now
and longer